My Time Alone …

In a few hours my time of living a quasi-monastic life will come to an end with the arrival of my colleague Lukasz. I say quasi because five days a week Mohamed spent eight hours with me trying his best to teach me how to speak, write and read Kurdish. The remainder of my day was usually spent alone reading, cleaning, practicing language studies and of course sleeping. At first, I have to admit, I was a little stressed out being here by myself. I was told not to make it obvious that I was alone and to keep the gate and doors locked. This added fuel to an already heightened state of anxiety fed by an overactive imagination that took me to fearful places in my thought’s. I couldn’t help but see every entrance as a potential access point for someone to break in with the intention of doing me harm. “Did I lock the doors? I think so but, what if they …” would play nightly as I laid down to sleep and in the darkness I would arise and follow a nightly ritual of checking each bolt. Lying in bed often I would be awoken by noises, low booming noises, banging metal and voices from outside. One of my recurrent worries was, how do I call the Kurdish version of 911 and overcoming the inevitable language barrier? What are the words to say, someone’s broken into my house and I need help! Not to mention that the address I would need to use is general directions, not a street name. Needless to say, help would be a long time in coming. These thought’s and fear’s would arise each evening following Mohamed’s departure as I slid the numerous bolts to lock the gate behind him.

Gradually as the days passed I learned how to overcome my fear’s by remembering some of the technics that I learned while at university studying for my degree in psychology, like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, CBT. CBT, simply stated, is a method where one gains control over negative thoughts by interrupting them when they begin and not allowing them to grow by confronting their validity. This worked well for me because many of the thought’s I had were pretty out there! The other was becoming familiar with the sounds that permeate this old building, the water tanks as they contract and expand with the nightly temperature changes, the activities of our neighbors through the walls and the voices of the children as they play outside. Which may seem strange that I am trying to sleep at night while little children play outside, but here in Kurdistan, the tremendous heat of the day keeps people indoors and so many people who don’t have to work during the day, sleep and come out in the cool of the night air remaining outside till 3 or 4 in the morning. Having this understanding has helped me sleep much better and now, with my CPT partner here we can begin the real work of CPT, human rights.

Iran deploying troops, tanks to border with Iraq’s Kurdistan

Please pray for peace! 
Iran deploying troops, tanks to border with Iraq’s Kurdistan 
 TEHRAN,—Iran is building up military forces along the border of neighboring Kurdistan region of Iraq, the world tribune reported.
Officials said the Iran’s Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps has amassed thousands of troops as well as main battle tanks and armored personnel carriers along the border with Kurdistan region of Iraq.

They said IRGC, supported by the Army, appeared to be preparing for an operation against Iraq’s autonomous region of Kurdistan.

“Iran is establishing a permanent military presence so it could attack Kurdistan at will,” an official said.

Officials said IRGC was also constructing bases and other military installations along the Iraqi Kurdistan border. They said the target was the Party of Free Life in Kurdistan, the Iranian wing of the Kurdish Workers Party.

In 2012, PJAK reached a ceasefire with Iran in wake of its military invasion of Kurdistan. Officials said IRGC was assessed as having failed to destroy PJAK headquarters in the Qandil mountains of Iraqi Kurdistan.
Officials said PJAK was bracing for another Iranian offensive. They said PJAK, which could shell deep into Iran, was supported by the Kurdistan Regional Government KRG in defending semi- autonomous Kurdistan region of Iraq.

“The Kurds are much stronger than they were a year ago,” the official said.

The PJAK, or (Party of Free Life of Kurdistan), is a militant Kurdish nationalist group based in Kurdistan region in Iraq’s north that has been carrying out attacks Iranian forces in the Kurdistan Province of Iran (Eastern Kurdistan) and other Kurdish-inhabited areas.

PJAK is a member of the Kurdistan Democratic Confederation (Koma Civaken Kurdistan or KCK), which is an alliance of Kurdish groups and divisions led by an elected Executive Council.

Led by Haji Ahmadi (Rehman Haci Ehmedi), the PJAK’s objective is to establish a semi-autonomous regional entities or Kurdish federal states in Iran, Turkey and Syria similar to the Kurdistan Regional Government (KRG) in Iraq.

Since 2004 the PJAK took up arms for self-rule in Kurdistan province northwestern of Iran (Eastern Kurdistan). Half the members of PJAK are women. The PJAK has over 3,000 armed militiamen. 

Estimate to 12 million Kurds live in Iran.

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Al-Khalil (Hebron) Urgent Action

10 July 2013 
AL-KHALIL (HEBRON) URGENT ACTION: Help replace volunteers to whom Israel denied entry last week


On two occasions in the past week, Israeli officials at Tel Aviv’s Ben Gurion International Airport refused entry to members of Christian Peacemaker Teams (CPT) who had traveled to Israel to join the Christian Peacemaker Team in the Israeli-occupied West Bank.

On Tuesday 2 July, Israeli authorities interrogated a CPT reservist from the Netherlands and held him in the airport for fourteen hours before placing him on a flight home. Three days later they interrogated a CPT reservist from the United States for ten hours before sending him home.  Each CPTer had served in Israel-Palestine before.  Both volunteers cooperated with the intensive questioning of Israeli security officials, who seemed most concerned with visas from the government of Iraqi Kurdistan stamped in both CPTers’ passports because of their past CPT work in that region.

CPT’s sudden inability to get team members into the country is especially worrying given Israeli authorities’ recent ban on CPT activities near the Ibrahimi Mosque in Al-Khalil, apparently intended to halt international nonviolent protective presence in the most sensitive and volatile area of the city—one of the vital functions of CPT’s Palestine project.

Since 10 May, Israel’s Border Police have prohibited CPTers from wearing their uniform, vests, and hats, and from recording the obstructions imposed on Palestinians’ daily life anywhere between the two main checkpoints that control Palestinian movement past the mosque complex, which also includes a synagogue and visitors’ center frequented by settlers.

Additionally, Israeli journalist Amira Hass reported in May that Israel is now forbidding certain “tourists from the United States and other countries to enter the territories under Palestinian Authority control without a military entry permit.  Israel has not clarified how it will enforce this restriction, or where and when it will facilitate permit applications.

Other international human rights organizations have faced increasing Israeli access restrictions.  In recent months Israel also turned back two members of Operation Dove—an Italian group working in the South Hebron Hills—at the airport.  Two others received permission to visit for one week, and could not extend their visas.

In response to these developments, CPT’s team in Palestine wants to initiate a quick “surge” of volunteers traveling through Israel to join its project within the next few weeks.  This surge will help CPT better staff the project and uphold critical commitments both to partners in Hebron and the South Hebron Hills in this interim period of very few team members.  The results of this initiative will also help CPT to ascertain whether the Israeli authorities are targeting it for removal.


Make a contribution today to help CPT fund several volunteers traveling to join its Palestine team in very quick succession.  CPT relies primarily on individual donations to fulfill its travel and operating costs.  Your gift of $20 or more will make a difference.  Write “inspired by the Palestine team” in your check memo. Share this alert with your community.

If you are a CPT reservist and able to come to Israel-Palestine within the next few weeks, please contact us.  A scholarship may be available to reduce your fundraising obligations.

LGBTs, the Church and the Phoenix Convention

I recently read a story headlining the Mennonite World Review about the Pink Menno demonstration. Reading the comment section left me somewhat depressed and angry and in my charged emotional state I wrote the following.

I feel as if I am in the waiting room of a psychologist surrounded by a host of patients engaged in an argument about who shouldn’t be there because they are suffering from major depression, anxiety disorders and the like. The debate being that only those who are well should speak to the therapist. We are ALL sinners in the eyes of God and as Jesus stated, “Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” John 8:7 NRSV. We should be singing praises when ANYONE comes into God’s presence and stop bickering about WHO they are or what ‘lifestyle’ they lead. Many people, LGBT and otherwise, who are outside of the church desire to be a part of it, but judge themselves to be unworthy of entering because of your fighting! They hear your voices and can only imagine how they will be judged too. You’re killing the church at a time when it is most needed for the healing of ALL peoples.

– sandra (today at 3:24 a.m.)

One Man and a Sign

Caveat: The following story is my own, as a friend of Mohamed’s who traveled with and supported him as such, it does not represent by my presence at the action, an endorsement of CPT (Christian Peacemaker Teams) nor any of it’s holdings in the action. I stood at a distance, with no CPT regalia and simply watched the events unfold.

One Man and a Sign

   Yesterday Mohamed told me he was going to do an action. It was late in the morning and he had been telling me of his frustration with the recent physical altercation that had took place in the Kurdish Parliament. Yes, Kurdistan has now joined the ranks of South Korea, Japan and a host of other nations, where fights have broken out on the floor of the legislature during heated debates on emotionally charged issues. The debate here is whether or not the current leaders of Kurdistan, who have served many years, can now run for additional terms since their pervious terms were held prior to the constitution being ratified.This issue I guess was introduced to the floor for a vote without prior notification of all effected parties in the closing hours of the Parliamentary session, (political shenanigans are not only in the U.S.) and the debate became quite heated turning to fisticuffs. Mohamed then also tells me that there has been a call by some that there should be an action at the government offices to show their dislike of this behavior. He then creates a poster written in Kurdish and said to me in Kurdish, “Bahbroin!” (let’s go!) and we’re off.

We get into our tired and nearly worn out Russian Volga and begin the trek to somewhere I do not know, winding up the back alleys of Sulaimani, over the the main highway, through round-a-bouts and end up parking at the entrance of a large imposing building set back on a hill far from the street which is surrounded by trees, fences and guarded by fierce looking camouflaged dressed, beret wearing, armed security force at the gate. But I am wondering, where are the other protesters? Are we just early? At the wrong place? I ask Mohamed this but he assures me we are where he wants to be and we get out of the car, cross the street and he takes up his position right in the middle of the intersection of the building entrance not far from the gate and holds up his sign. He Imageis not a very imposing sight, just one man and a sign, standing in the middle of a street on a hot sunny day, yet people stop as they walk by, read his sign and begin talking to others. Soon there are numerous people standing and watching, some go up to him and talk. ImageA few seem to be nervous and begin texting, making phone calls and approaching me to ask questions, unfortunately in Kurdish, which I haven’t mastered yet and I am thinking like, “What’s happening, who is he upsetting and are we going to end up in solitary or a hot box in some nefarious prison courtyard? Then, in less time that I would expect to get a response from a 911 call, a film crew arrives from the local news media and begins filming and interviewing Mohamed! How crazy is this?


This is just one guy with a sign! Still people come and gather around him. Then security forces begin their move! They leave their posts and begin to quickly walk towards me and to Mohamed, this is it, I wonder how the hot pavement will feel as they crush my face in it to cuff me, dragging us off to God knows where! But instead, they courteously hand us cold bottles of water and leave with a smile! I am dumbfounded, this isn’t right, where is the abuse of power, the aggression? Not long after this, a big grey SUV moves up, the guards hustle around moving traffic cones and two burly guys jump out and approach Mohamed, this is it, here we go, the arrest comes! But yet again, my wild imagination is proved wrong. Its the leader of the opposition party who’s come to greet and have a chat with ImageMohamed! Everyone stands around for a photo op and I am left scratching my head wondering whats going on.

Later on the ride back to the CPT office Mohamed explained to me what had happened, who the people were and all the goings on.


It was then that I realized that under the brutal regime of Saddam Hussein that no one was able to voice dissent without being tortured or killed and the fear of this still lingers in the hearts of many and for one man, to stand alone and speak his voice, is a brave act indeed.

Mohamed’s sign read, “Mr. Nawshirwan, Come lead us for demonstration.” and Mr. Nawshirwan, the head of the opposition party, is the gentleman standing to Mohamed’s left in the dark blue shirt who came out to greet him.